truth is everyone needs someone who they can depend on, no matter how strong you are you are bound to break apart at a certain time. I have always though that i can do things on my own, but now i feel like “wow it must be really nice to have someone there for you.” It’s sort of ironic that i hate relying on people, and i feel very awkward telling people about my problems. I guess slowly that formed who i am today, a person who is never serious, carefree, and optimistic. i think it’s a good thing that i am who i am today, since i’m enjoying who i am so far. hopefully this will last.


